Practicing my French presentation. My group is dead. Totally dead. Nobody bothered to compile all of our Powerpoint presentations into one. Aiiii. I hope that someone's absent tomorrow so that it can be delayed until Thursday, and maybe then we can compile it. I volunteered to do the compiling but it's hard to compile imaginary Powerpoint presentations. I never got any, so I couldn't do it. Gah. I cut out the heights of the stupid mountains from my presentation because I know those the worst and my presentation's a bit too long anyway. I hope Daphne finished her presentation.
Not feeling too well at the moment. Having some trouble breathing through my nose, and my throat feels kind of sore, and I feel like I've been mentally hit by a truck a few times. I'm really screwed. I really regret signing up for the Crucible because I didn't realize that extras had to go to so many damn rehersals. Gaaah. Why must I make really bad compulsive decisions that I end up regretting? I rarely make them but look what happens. I'm screwed! Next week is going to be hellish because I have rehersal 'til 6:30 on Monday and Tuesday, which is alright. I can handle that. But Wednesday-Saturday I have to be there from 6:30-10:30! How am I going to finish my homework? I could try to get an extension on something, but there's no way I could put off my debate next week. Gaaahhhhhhh. I wish that I could just back out right now and leave while I still can but mom won't let me. Grrr. Why can't I be nice and irresponsible for once, and maybe get some sleep?
I don't want next week to happen. I want to be absent from school on some day, not only because of the work but because I haven't been feeling very well since Saturday. I think that the stress really isn't helping much.
Not feeling too well at the moment. Having some trouble breathing through my nose, and my throat feels kind of sore, and I feel like I've been mentally hit by a truck a few times. I'm really screwed. I really regret signing up for the Crucible because I didn't realize that extras had to go to so many damn rehersals. Gaaah. Why must I make really bad compulsive decisions that I end up regretting? I rarely make them but look what happens. I'm screwed! Next week is going to be hellish because I have rehersal 'til 6:30 on Monday and Tuesday, which is alright. I can handle that. But Wednesday-Saturday I have to be there from 6:30-10:30! How am I going to finish my homework? I could try to get an extension on something, but there's no way I could put off my debate next week. Gaaahhhhhhh. I wish that I could just back out right now and leave while I still can but mom won't let me. Grrr. Why can't I be nice and irresponsible for once, and maybe get some sleep?
I don't want next week to happen. I want to be absent from school on some day, not only because of the work but because I haven't been feeling very well since Saturday. I think that the stress really isn't helping much.
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Date: 2003-11-15 02:06 am (UTC)Meredith certainly is a character! She's pretty interesting as you probably can tell.